hello, whoever is looking that this weirdo's DA page.
sorry for not doing much thses past months. yes a lot has happened. I want to quit my job, My last pet has died, My summer has been really shitty, but on top of all of that, the man who took my virginity away and who is the freaking reason that I go clubbing late at night in this crap town is gone! the last time that I ever met him in person was SO not a nice one. he's a gay bouncer/stripper and I was really hoping that he would at least make out with me in his car, instead he was just going to town with some fat ugly piece of shit homo right in front of me. I finally snapped! I started screaming
at him, he ignores me, then I threw a piece of gum at him cause I was really fucking pissed! nothing. so I stormed right in front of him, reaching for his arm, AND HE PUSHED MY HAND AWAY! ....and froze with anger and sadness. the security guards
saw what I did and kicked me out of the club for the first time. I was such in enotional turmoil, I left early. even as I speak
, I still trembled at what the fuck just happened. yesterday afternoon, I tried to get him chat
privately on the phone. first few text didn't work with him. and then text him. "answer me or i'll send nude picture of us on facebook!" and then finally a fricking responce. yes we fought and i them I told him, "are you gonna keep doing this stripping shit the rest of your life? he said yes. so I said, god help you, mike. and that's is the last thing I said to him. I do miss him but he just just didn't want to commit to me. I waste almost half a year this 2014 to get him be my boyfriend. I feel so tired. I just simply want a beautiful gay man to love me.